mozzwritings
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
smilling flowers
If you cant smile, cheat life
if you cant feel, smile for me
take the terrain to the left juggle
pick smiling flowers,
when shadows dont see
bring smiles to darkness platters
serve in hopeful juices
from pawpaw trees I love
just smile for me
hehehe
hehe
that is what I meant,
too good you heard it between
the said and unsaid
the read and unread
because the louder voice
of your inner noise
blocked your detached ears
and you heard,
what you heard
through your nose
hehe
listen again
for what I said lingers
lingers between your nose
with scents of dry anticipation
for repetition from my stitched lips
hehe thats what I said
Deepness of my hearts desire
It’s the far things that I long for,
The things far away,
Tagging behind,
With my lonely soul,
Lost back in the day,
Seeking to recover,
This body,
In strange costumes,
Deep, deep, deeply
Deeply hurt,
Deeply pained,
Seeking that identity,
Lost along the path,
On a journey,
To my future.
Aging desires
The haunted laughs,
Empty gazes,
Faltering steps,
From hesitations,
Of rocks stridden,
Quick and fast,
To the clue of what is,
I search as I gray.
Since you came
I was smiling when you came by,
Must be that beauty gleaming through my heart attracted you,
The kisses you gave me on ma way to ma mama,
Still linger as I remember the days I could not sleep
As you know, by your side
The last letter you wrote to me still holds the tears from my heart
The tears I shed as I read the words saying you need me no more
Now when I see the tears in your eyes,
I realize the jealousy with which I loathed loosing you
I know you needed me no more than I wished you could
And that those tears are not meant for me
But for she who just hurt you
The shoulder I used to give you broke when you left
And the passenger that borrows it every once in a while would not love sharing it with you,
Because of the stitches, it has had to bear since you tore it
You thought it was not worth,
Now you realize how precious it must have been
Oh, Yes
It was precious and you need it
That brings the smile I still have that attracted you
Till you broke my shoulders and cared less of the pain it caused me
Did it take you so long to realize the jewel you lost?
Must be you stayed in a honey pot
That drained as soon as you dipped your finger for a lick
I cannot laugh at your pain and my remorse must be expensive now,
Because you deserve it not just for tasting a drop of the bile, you gave me
It turned around to hit you on the face but as my heart screeched
Each night thinking of the first time I said I loved you
The first time I kissed you
The first time I felt jealous as others watched you
Then came the first time you hurt me
The first time you went to social media
And sailed through facebook and twitter
Flirting and enjoying the fantasies of the web
The emotions of first love of each day every new chick flattered your heart
Then you slipped off without figuring out how lonely it felt as I stayed by your side
Without company other than the clicks and toots of the keypads
Slowly by slowly I lost my place close by as you sailed through the web to some place
Blindly and thoughtlessly of the actions that left me in pain and anguish
Then I learnt the hard way, that my smile is worth more than any virtual pinch,
And I breathed , The laughter that I breath,
Because as the years dried and passed by I realized that if I inhale pain
It is pain that I will exhale,
So if I need love and joy, and peace,
I must breathe in peace to be able to give peace
So goodbye my love because the pain is gone from my heart and that which you think
Is fantasy my stitched shoulder cannot bear.
Sweet Eden
woke up to a streak of light through my window,
wished to smile but my horse broke its saddle,
so, without a ride or a smile,
only mockery of the forbidden,
my heart giggled and moaned,
oh Sweet Eden!
the forbidden is the sweetest,
the sweetest is the forbidden,
these echos thunder in my humble mind,
screaming rebellion,
for what lies in a tease in the bosom
of Sweet Eden!
if i blink and never see again,
flounder and gasp for air amidst rebukes,
the only sense that would carry my heart,
to the winds of pleas and peace,
to the mercies of forbidding traditions,
is a ride of our horse,
in the brink and breaches
exonerated
to Sweet Eden.
Sunshine
Sunshine
You shine so bright like the sun,
Eating through my skin when I’m cold,
You make the world so beautiful sunshine,
You light my life when my days are dark,
Even the lizards they bow at you,
Look up to your warmth,
As they scale the terrace walls,
The birds shine and chirp at your comfort,
Spreading their wings to breed joy in my heart,
At how beautiful you make life,
Everything you touch shines,
And my heart gladdens at your rays,
Looking beautiful like the butterflies,
Jumping across fields of flowers,
Sunshine,
You are my sunshine
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