Friday, February 25, 2011

Crystal Blood Drops

It took long years of hard tracking,

Of a life lost in the winds,

Tough cracking of nuts and nuts,

loose and hanging route-less,

silent tears and cries,

Through cold lonely night,

Dark, tough and hard,


She carried a bleeding heart,

Blood drops crystallizing on a forehead,

Visible signs of tension,

Of age come too soon,

Longing of change and reverse,

Of events,

Bleeding her heart,

Tearing on the age,


Smiling on the side,

Hopeful,

Hurting within,

Real hurting,

Desperate,

Cracking and breaking,

Who could see?

Who could touch?

The silent crystal blood drops?

spreading like plague,

Driving her to frenzy,

Longing for a hold and cuddle,

Of assurance in the snow.


Not sure of breath or death,

Broken like dry petals underfoot,

Trampled without thought,

Pieced to blow away in the winds,

To scatter in dry lands,

Decompose and never be,

By loving adversaries!


The hand that holds the shreds,

Tickles song of the heart,

Cleanse the blood drops,

To crystal clear,

New day. 

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Monday, February 7, 2011

SHE THOUGHT

She thought he loved her,
Cherished and fantasized his presence,
Bore children,
Built a home,
And sacrificed she for he.

But he smiled in deceit,
Bruised and hurt her,
Ground children,
Broke home
Forgot them, not caring for she.

With a broken Heart,
A pierced spirit,
A lost soul,
She could not find she,
Forgot herself,
And sought she years on end,
Her clipped wings ached and hurt,
Stuck with a plague,
In her fragile heart.

As I sit and think of the stars,
They stopped dancing,
Moon gazed at she in anguish,
Winds whispered horror,
The sun, scaled her skin.

As she walked on her head,
Thoughts whirling within,
Through a blocked road,
Wishing he loved she,
Wishing again never loving he.

She drowned in tears,
The river flowing dangerously,
Choking her gut to breathlessness,
Flooding she to madness,
The craze too deafening,
The mind too alert,
If only she could shake he.

THE DREAM LIVES ON

Edd
I am thinking about now,
I cant say life unfolds with all fairness,
There so many questions to be answered,
I can’t claim to know,
Or have all the answers,
But i Am sure God is in control.
I am not questioning your curiosity either,
It's just the state of affairs.

I don’t want you to wonder,
I want you to relax,
I want you to know that i care,
Perhaps i don’t show it,
But how will you know if you don’t try,
Nothing is changing only the truth prevails,
So you have nothing to worry about,
Our friendship transcends times,
I can hear your laughter from miles away,
From years and yet,
It still sounds the same,

Moz
These you tell me,
Put me in awe,
I long to understand,
To believe,
That longing can always end,
That desire can be quenched,
Smiles can transcend miles,
And soothe the ear,
fix the heart still,
In peaceful rhythms,

Edd
I try to listen to your heart,
You desire certainty,
You need to be sure,
Is it the endless whispers of doubts?
And what of faith who says otherwise?

I want you,
I need you,
but most importantly
I need you to be you,
And that you cant take away from Me,
This is not a contest,
Listen again
Breath again
Relax,
Lets take it back to how it was,
Let it be our secret,
Like the diaries of our making.

Moz
Secrets are sweet till they blow,
As I listen to you,
I feel the Palpitation of your heart,
I see the tiny little droplets on your face,
Adams up and down,
Can it be possible,
Just by arms,
To take your arms,
To ring my feet,
To an us home forever?

Edd
Again listen,
For i am listening,
Listening to you,
You don’t have to say it,
I already know it,
The heart wants
What the heart wants....

Again listen,
Its your friend speaking,
It is Me,
Hakuna matata..

Again breath
Let Me inside you
Nice and slow,
I am not the rose,
Perhaps i bare thorns,
I prick through you,
And carefully i heal your wound

Moz
yes the wounds,
That make my heart question,
Every move and every look,
Your arms reaching out,
Your eyes breathing me in,
I can not say,
I can not tell,
The stars are too many,
Blinding my gaze,
Of the romantic ecstatic night.

Edd
Don't figure this out,
Relax again
Listen
Listen carefully
Its a friend
Its hope
Its a prayer
Its as simple as i see it,
As i know it,
As i feel it,
As i dream it..

Moz
Just a dream,
A fantasy of the night,
That will fade with light,
And then I shall see right,
That stars go with dawn,
For day has to be light,
Oh prince of my ring!
This I can not fight.

Edd
Listen..
Please judge Me not,
U certainly fit the profile
("u wish.....that voices says")
I hold it! and crash it to smithereens,

Moz
I hear echoes in the night,
Deafening laughter's at me,
I not the princes,
To slither the ring,
From a royal heart,
Trees are dancing to tunes,
Of mockery from birdly omens,
Sang in question,
Of my fantasy,
To welcome ua bed,
paint your tummy,
touch your lips in Eros,
Plant your seeds of future,
I am getting blinded,
By clouds of night,
No prince of a ring,
A ring for she,
the priceless princess,
prince of her ring,
To ring feet not mine.
They all laugh and chatter,
my heart they clutter.

Edd
Listen
Don't let them destruct you,
Listen carefully this time,
Its Me talking,
Its Me, Me as in my heart
What do you search for,
For the search is over,
Don't look at the picture perfect,
Look at the picture to made perfect
You and Me again,
Let Me hold your hand as you paint,
Lets paint together,
Let my breath caress your neck,
My skin carefully kiss yours,
Let Me hold you,
Lean against my chest,
Close your eyes,
As my lips search your lips,
Wait............
Listen
Listen again
Who speaks?
It is Me
Don't be destructed
Relax....
Its Me...
It is this easy for Me,
I cant fight what i want
It is simple listen
As simple
As
Saying that
I hate not loving you!
Again listen!
Its Me saying
Let Me hold your hand,
Fight together,
Share this vision till the end,
Till your old and gray....
Nothing will change this..
Even if it were my assistant husband..

Listen
Listen again
It is the song i sing.
The song line, to last a lifetime.
You and Me
Friends forever.....
So relax again...
Don’t figure this out
Don’t read this twice
Lest it will make no sense
Just do it this once
Then you will realize
That all
Along
Its my heart speaking
So you smile
And smile again
that thought crossing your mind
Is Me
Living in the inside of you....
Look at these words
Read my lips through these words,
See my face through these words,
Hear my voice through these words,
Slowly bend over.....
You are not doing it...
Come close.
I need to whisper into your mouth.
No! Its not silly,
Believe me,
Bend over...
Nice.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey!
You are not listening,
This is not a joke
For i see you,
I am these words...
come close
I need to feel you...
Yes listen
I LOVE YOU!!

Am listening,
As we paint together
I want u to relax breath and take peace,

Moz:
Spray Me with the 'a lot' and,
Let Me be the rainbow of your colours

Edd:
Color me again,
This time with your text,
Let your words melt my doubt,
Let the miles be smiles,
As i drown in passion

Moz
Am doubting in my heart,
Clinging to my chair,
And gazing in the air,
Smelling your scent to take u deep in.
The pulse of my heart halt and flatter,
Hairs alert and straight
Because,
The look in your eyes tells it all.
But the past in my mind, lock it out.
Penetrate my doubts, kill my curiosity,
With passion and truth, that lingers and sticks,
To drawn my pain and confirm that after all,
Not all are same.
Could stay in ua arms and let u hold my hands
On beautiful sands of the coast,
But on the oceans deep,
Could you look in my eyes and let drown with me?
Could you let the one man rescue yacht slip your grip and stick with me?
Arms may be warm and heart welcoming,
U ask to bend over,
Yes, over,
To drawn in passion of ua breath,
Fondle in your arms and get my peace,
My heats screams,
Oh yeah, loud screams,
I know what i need,
How to get, the mystery,
Welcoming beckoning,
Flattering smiles, twists in emotions,
Locked passions,
Its u to tell, my prince,
Hold my hand as we cross the bridge,
To a land of beautiful flowers,
Still waters and singing birds,
Just us two.


edd
I breathe again, your words like the wind,
In your shadow i seek for you,
The doubts of yesterday melting, in the muscle of the whispers of my heart,
I hold your hand, walking in the fields so plain,
The waters so still gently our paradise,
A wake not, for dreams are only true if you find the right one,
I can feel you from miles away,
I see you face, wondering what crosses my mind,
You wait for what will pop up....... don’t stop,
Just let it be, for i have seen the stories of yesterday and
I paint them with petals so blue,
You wonder, then with at most truth
I let my heart speak,
I let you cry out yesterday and cry in today,
I let you take me in as i take you in,
I let you be and i watch over you,
I judge you not yet i correct you,
Let us be...let our world grow,
No one would understand us,
Don’t you see?
They mock us,
Non-the-less i hold on firm,
Hold you hand never letting go.


Mez
We fly to a land of our own,
Where tomorrow lasts not,
And today is the beginning.
Each others arms the comfort of our hearts,
Where mockery and
Outward jitters scare us not.
A world, just for us, to nature,
To cherish, accepting as is,
Caring and protecting you,
Trickling nourishes from my bosom,
To keep the smile,
Yes,
The smile, that gets me drawn to your eyes,
Yes,
Your eyes, that locks mine in longing,
Intertwine my heart,
In a Melancholy of longing, of fulfilled passions,
Joined dreams, combined achievements,
Till we go gray, admire eachs wrinkles,
And still hold hands
Appreciate each
Enjoying eachs company.


edd
Your words choke i,
It’s too much to take,
Too much to ignore,
You leave me breathless,
If i write more,
It will only be a repetition,
Of my confirmation that the dream lives on

Moz
As the dream lives on,
I could be breathless too,
At the magnitude of ua words,
The expression of passion,
The dream lives on,
Oh yes! And it should,
Every conceived dream should live to maturity,
Should be breathed and swallowed every bit of the way,
Till hand in hand we lie down to rest,
Then the dream shall have lived over

Edd
And that is true passion,
Oh how you see through my eyes!
Painting with my very own brush,

Moz
How i love the paint from your brush!
Makes me look like a newly created rainbow!

Edd
Breathe again,
Let the air of my heart fill you
Let it take you deep
Close your eyes
Then you shall find me

Moz
My breath takes in every bit of your scent,
Am drowned in your sweet aroma,
Mesmerized by its erotic power,
Almost breathless,
Near to dizziness
And am afraid if i close my eyes,
I would drawn in your passionate hold,
If ever i find you
Edd:
You shall my very own, let this be,

Moz
And you shall be my very own should this be

Edd
It already is

Moz
always shall be

Edd and Moz
As our dream live on,
To gray and to hold.